Lord you have seen what is in my heart. You know… Psalm 139:1

There have been days when I try to pray and words just do not come. I can barely pray at all that morning. The worry of life, the grief of what may have happened has gripped me and taken hold. At this point knowing I desperately need to pray, nothing comes. I even barely understand it myself – and then the tears begin and all I can say is Lord, I am sorry – I know I need to share with You, but I just don’t know how.

I want you to know something I have learned though. It’s okay – yes it’s okay because God hears the prayer of your heart even if you have not given it a voice – He knows. He knows who you are and what you need – He knows ALL about you and me. Even if we could put voice to the whole circumstance, it would definitely be inadequate – and God knows that too.

At this point, I can now say, thank You God for knowing me, for loving me and for giving me the courage to keep going in this life. Thank you for being here to lean on, to depend on and know that You already have everything worked out according to your plan. I love You, trust You, depend on You!